have you taken any coaching for polsc or self study ?
An acceptance post.
I have spent the last few days being either hurt or angry. It was my second prelims failure, and one that I wasn't ready for. I am caught in the vicious cycle of blames, of how it was my circumstances that failed me. I know it is no use, and hence I write this post to accept, and let go.
The person I have been blaming the most is my father. He would not allow me to go to a library when I found it impossible studying at home. For no reason at all. I have been obedient so far, never did anything 'immoral' in the eyes of the society. And yet this. Plus, he would force me to get into a job, because it is so hard to get, and so in the 7 months that I had for this attempt, I prepared for three different exams.
That's what is hurting me, and making me angry. But this is not the complete picture. I could have gone to the library had I been a little more obstinate. I could have insisted him for a fully focused attempt all the same.
I know this post is rather negative, but I am writing it as a reminder of how I can indeed control my circumstances if I want to. I don't want to fall in this trap of cribbing ever again.
I accept my faults, and I choose to move on.
you are courageous my friend. Most importantly you know your self , your mistakes. You will definitely get what you want from this process.
@Lucifer16 What's Mrunal 3a?
Mrunal's handouts have different sections for economy. Lika 1a 2a 3a etc.
3a is balance of payments vala topic .
@Lucifer16 Around 1hr -1hr 15mins
do yo follow any online platform to select articles? it took me 2.5 hrs to read the relevant articles.
@Lucifer16 the mrunal bit that you mentioned, is it freely available (if yes, where?) or is it a paid course?thanks!
I downloaded the lectures from telegram. They are freely available on it.
Took a short trip to Delhi to see if I can find a place to stay and there was some college related paperwork too. After having lived in DU hostels, the whole looking for Pg/Flat thing is a nightmare. Hostel life was comfortable compared to living outside. Anyways, rant over.
Also, could anyone give any suggestions about which areas are a little budget friendly and not as cramped as ORN, or are there any good pockets in ORN as well? I only had one day so couldn't look at many places.
you can check west patel nagar near shadipur metro station . if u are taking classes in karol bagh , it'll take around 20 min max of travelling (one side).
15 july
its already around 1pm , wasted good 4-5 hours
schedule for the remaining part of the day
mrunal 2 lecs
locke full
newspaper
reading ambedkar(ipt)
agriculture 2nd lec rev
updating it on 18 july2022
15july- nothing done. wasted the whole day myself.
16july- did study some economics . some unexpected work came and half of the day got wasted .
17july- some other work came and took my time till 2pm , but in evening from 4 to 11 pm was really productive , completed my weekly target (of 15th n 16th also) of watching mrunal's lectures . biggest regret was not reading newspaper from 15th to 17th.
