I want to express myself a bit here. This exam has sucked the absolute life out of me. I am unidentifiable to the person I was 2.5 years ago. 3-4 days back it was when my mother asked me what is the score that I realized an India-Pak cricket match was happening. Back in the day, I would feel nervous 10 days before the game. See all the matchup videos. Analyse the past records of the pitch where the game is scheduled and in many cases write a blog about it. I miss that version of myself badly. Yes, this exam demands sacrifice. But, I was not prepared for this. I have pretty much given up on my hobbies. It seems very cruel to realise that I gave up on things which taught me so much. I felt the same before last year's Mains. Now it is just piling up. Hopefully, I will feel better after writing this out. All the best everyone! One day at a time!
