I don't know why I keep visiting forum,I am not that active here nor do I have such rhetoric in my quiver to make that subtle manifestation of my priorities and whims.
May be because it is the only place I can observe people like me, who are trying to express their muse and are much more enlightened and brighter than I ever was.
Till this point I have seen more than anything upsc as my verse(dead poets society reference).
But now I think somehow it's like any other material things just to be planned,needed and executed.
May be ,This will not last long, may be the journey which started 2 years back will soon find its goal,may be the pursuit of self discovery will culminate into the name in that holy pdf.
Until then I will keep looking for my verses I have so many of them to contribute to humankind ,till I shall perish into nothingness.
Refer this beauty by Walt Whitman
Despite being aware of the fact that I am extremely sensitive to caffine,had 2 (even 1 could have been enough to destroy me)cups of tea after being tempted by stupid Lucknow evening rain(tea after 6 months),could not study at night could not sleep at night.
Its kind of killing me ,overly stimulated.
Any tips?how to undo caffine hangover fast,I have to study a lot(literally) today?
The delusion of control
Its ironical how I always account for such rigid mindset and forget that being human (and not robot)has its own downsides..
Had planned to finish ancient and medieval in 3 days.
Day 1 went ok.
Day 2 back pain so became a bit complacent.
Missed daily goal by a huge margin.
Day 3 today pre lunch things were smooth,how on earth could have I imagined that my room's ceiling fan will burn itself,and ruin a couple of hours, with back pain still working like icings on the cake of uncontrolled time paradigm.
So here we are trying to make things right having this delusion of control making plans like gods of our destinies but what happens then?
Reality and pragmatism.
Anyway I don't know but amidst all these chaos and losing the essence of control, my mind always says-you are becoming who you are.
And I plan again just like before, like a heartless and painless robot,and so it goes.
Planning to attach it with a rather interesting subject like economy and doing it side by side,bit by bit😀
Hello guys does anybody else feel that The hindu is getting less and less relevant for upsc now.
planning to shift to indian express.
have been reading the hindu editorial plus insights daily current affairs from past 2 years now a days analysis seems to be missing from the Hindu.
any comments/suggestions"
@LetsGetThisBread upto what date editorial and insights daily are you planning to cover before prelims?
Last year I stopped that before 30 days but this year I am bit skeptical,as u also follow the same so thought of asking u.
Just be disconnected for next 28 days from outside world let the knowledge be your greenhouse, outside influence even though inadvertently can have profound impact on our mind sometimes.
