@Gargi__ hi, it's okay to feel the way you feel.
This process of getting selected at CSE is demanding. Demanding in a sense that values like discipline, perseverance, dedication, patience and what not are tested to our cores for most of us. On some days we pass these tests whereas sometimes we do not. Maybe, you are having a time when you feel low on either of these values and it's making you anxious. I am sure you have put a good amount of hard work.
But, I tell you, it's okay to feel the way you feel. Take your time out for a few days doing things you like. And, let it be anything (including nothing).
I would like state the fact that nobody (including myself) is designed to crack upsc by biology or nature itself. We all learn how to do it. It's just one exam out of hundreds more important exams an individual faces.
And, don't worry, your hard work at this exam would get reflected in your personality, sooner or later. :)
Take care.
