Writing this at 5:30 in morning...
Kuch to h..
Jo pichle week se i see scary things.. Roj.. Aur mast baat btaun
Again dream that someone is gonna force my parents to surrender...
Roj.. Har baar.. I sleep every time.... That I'll be standing alone... Trying to get a hand..
But only deaf ears..
Today in dream I ran away from clutches of my cousin & chacha.. Alone on cycle in darkness...
Was searching for him...
Was calling him..
But no one came..
And shockingly enough when I was about to be executed I got up..
In all sweats...
In all wonder..
In all I don't know pain...
Panting & scared...
Shyd doodh ki jali hu chaas bhi fook fook k pine ki koshish kr rahi hu..
Pr itna jali hu ki daar lagta h..