Yeh kya hua...

Naaaa... 

Naa

Naa.. 

Maybe.. 

Probably.. 

Positively.. 

Definitely... 

This is how the cycle of imagination goes.. 

At times u think yeh na hone wala then u follow the other steps.. 

Bache ni ho sb ki 1-1 krke btaun.. 

It's more of:-

Pal bhar k liye koi humein pyaar krle.. 

Jhoota hi sahi.. 

Pr dost wo chubta bahut hai.. 

Kbhi kbhi sochti hu ki kyu m sbse bhagti hu.. 

Fir unki harakatein dekhti hu then I'm like nvr doubt this decision... 

Do i feel angry these days??? 

Ummm... Ya.. 

But i no longer give a damn.. 

Kyunki kisiko koi farak ni padne wala.. 

Are to kyu marte rahe hum fook fook k apna dil.. 

With my parents shouting in background noise... 

And constant this that... 

I hv found my peace.. 

With all jibber jabber... 

A little personal space for myself.. 

My guilty pleasure.. 

NO I'M NOT HAVING AN EXTRA MARITIAL AFFAIR.... 

Just at time u need to phase out.. 

Sb theek h.. Maa ,baap, behan, bf, ex bf.. 

Just me feeling flimsy.. 

And need to like really go all in.. 

I feel at times my conversation goes in loops with ppl.. 

Same boring questions.. 

Same queries.. 

Are ni krna yr same same.. 

At times dil krta h galaa faad fadkr chillaun that u are a cool person.. 

Then I realise ki koi cool person esa ni krega .. 

Silly me.. 

But I want to live everything I lost.. 

Because of everything.. 

U know every silly request... 

From cotton candy to love bite... Some hv ticked the boxes some haven't.. 

Koi impromptu trip ho.. 

Koi out of sudden proud moment ho.. 

Koi esi baat ho jo ankhein naam kr jaae.. 

Like everything... 

Ab m bs jeena chahti hu.. 

Sahi, galat ,acha, bura alll... 

I know career important... Paisa important hai... 

Pr kya pta jis career k piche m bhag rahi hu wo jeene k liye jinda hi na bachun.. 

Fir afsos hoga ko haye... Jee hi lete.. 

At times I feel orn m reh hi lena chahiye tha.. 

1 sutta maar hi lena chahiye tha.. 

1 peg maar hi lena chahiye tha... 

100 ladke ghuma hi lena chahiye tha... 

Chalo chodo yeh na socho ki yeh kya hua.. Kese hua... 

Kb hua.. 

Kyu hua.. 

Jb hua tb hua...