@Titanium same goes for me...making plans after plans...nothing worked...days are passing... feeling guilty at night...cycle goes on...feeling to run away from everything and start afresh....but dar lagta h phir se ek saal lagega....ghr me kisi ne nahi kaha ki upsc kro...but dil hmesa kehta h ki upsc kro....pta ni kis stage pe life jak khadi ho gai h....feeling ki state level ki exam de deta hu...then again thought comes ki upsc hi kar leta hu.....jb se lockdown me Ghar aaya hu idhr hi hu....phle ni parhta tha to Sharm ati thi ab to na sarm ati h na hi afssos hota h bs khata hu net chalata hu ar so jata hu .. time fly anything now a days...lekin guilt hota h hmesa pta ni kya karu .......ab to lagta h man lu ki har koi upsc ki prep ni kar sakta....lekin deep down there is still a faint voice which is always telling ki "ek bar ar"
Pta ni kya karu.... accountability hi ni aarai....koi group agr hai jaha daily Target dete ho .... Google meet organise hote ho...ar koi bs ye bta de ki ye kar lo sahi se upsc nikl jaega.....apne bnae hue plans pe bhrosa hi ni hora h ....pta ni is cycle se kaise niklu....
@Ghostwalker thank you. Will be joining a test series today. As sfg admission is over I think ,are insight test good??
@ThePhenom this is why I love forum because in the end it feels like home where you will be at peace again. #willkeepgoing
