Back here after a long time
I had completely lost interest in upsc months ago. honestly didn’t study for 2022 so not clearing didn’t surprise me. (Couldn’t skip it cause I started pursuing upsc right after graduation) Marks were borderline too. I had texted@Neyawn one day before saying I didn’t study but I wrote it either way. If I could skip it I would but never mind.
out of 3, I have written 2 attempts with such bad preparation
FOMO and being locked up at home severely affected my mental and physical health. And even if I had got through prelims god knows how I would handle mains
Finally I think I have enough time to revise restrategise and practise enough for next year and it seems doable to me. I have joined a job (that I love and always wanted to pursue apart from this). Will be joining Eklavya and required test series.
I need to ingrain it in my head that it’s doable and I won’t prepare Half heatedly this time. Pressure won’t make me bend and I will do what’s needed. Job security is definitely working for me already and always depending on forum and insights to get to the list
so hello you all!! Hope to have a good and successful time ^_^
