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4th attempt, 3rd mains. Out with PSIR optional. Not attempting this year. Studied full time for 4.5 years and here I have nothing in my hands. I feel like a gambler who squandered it all. Have to find a job. This job search in the private sector is going to be more excruciating than failing in this exam again. I am really frightened of attempting big things now. Not giving this exam this year. My mind is saturated and needs a break. Also I have to do a 10-15k salary job now. Had I took that placement in college I would have been at a far better state financially. Currently I am broke and Mum is the only person who earns in the family. I feel ashamed of myself
