I just realised one cannot bring a change in the social structure of the society if one is not part of the political structure. So if one wants to be an IAS to bring a change, one is fooling oneself. Bureaucrats are slaves to political masters. So one is essentially studying to become a slave. LOL
Edit: I feel like deleting this post. But I am starting to get these stupid thoughts more frequently now. How are you feeling these days?