Goodbye ForumIas

Saw the status of someone who scored way less than me in upsc mains exams previously. Shared bit notes and answer writing skills with him. In fact corrected his essay mock papers. He got IPS n serving somewhere in northern part of India. 

I'm not jealous, but when you get nothing for efforts far better than someone who gets IPS. I can't explain how it feels. Gave all attemts. n 2022 was last attempt. I'm not alone, there are hundreds of candidates like me everything spot on except luck.. Missed prelims by one Q and hecleared prelims by 1Q, CSAT is the culprit.

It hurts badly because it was my dream, my passion. I gave all 9 years completely. list of sacrifices is too long and tears in eyes sometimes. But I don't cry, don't know why 

Anyways, 

Thank you and goodbye forumias ❤️