@Omenpata nahi bhai I have been stuck in 250 wala range ..this year exam bekar Gaya tha ..ab forest baaki h let's c
The journey that started in 2016 comes to an unexpected end today .Clearing prelims in my 1st attempt with 2 months preparation in 2016 ,I thought myself to be smart and intelligent .Left the job in 2017, returned to India and decided to become a full time CSE aspirant at the age of 27. It was a tough decision but still I was hopeful to clear it in one full fledged attempt .But , this time again it was December 20 2018 that ended my attempt with 2nd failure in Mains .I gathered myself with a hope to correct my mistakes .With all hard work, the story of failure repeated itself and with this dream of CSE comes to an end .
This journey is a great teacher in itself .It gave me some lessons in life that I will carry with me forever .It has made me humble.
All the best to those who made it to PT.
And for those of us like me - "Kya haar mein kya Jeet mein,kinchit nahi bhaybheet main,kartavya path pe jo bhi Mila yeh bhi sahi wo bhi sahi"...
@Abraham-MaslowBhai , With a gap of 2 and a half years and age nearing 30 I am not sure if it will be easy to secure a job again.But , I will give it a try .Moreover , sufferings associated with the failures in this exam are increasing day by day .Seeing your parents in pain and agony because of an exam is terrible. I don't think that with the constant fear of failure and insecurity , I will be able to give my hundred percent .For me it seems better to give up and search for some happiness in life ,happiness beyond being an IAS ....I know it will be tough for me ..but still jo beet gai wo baat gai ...
All the best to you too ...
Thanks for your advice ...
