Mains 2023 - In or out?

Out with Anthro
all attempts exhausted age 32- 5 attempst, 2 mains, 0 interview. Tried hard with software job but all in vein.
I was waking up every morning for upsc dream only since last 5 years but now gone.  

Only thing i can suggest to those who still have attempt left. Please dont get disheartened, ans study as you did in first attempt. After exhausting all attempts you might feel now nothing is in your hand. Those who exhausted all attempt like me i know nothing can reduce your pain for the lifetime, May be we have to live like that.