After the absolute shit year I had due to personal losses and three months of no studies(May-July) and then studies with terrible circumstances due to other responsibilities, clearing this prelims on border seems way sweeter than the last prelims when I had 110 marks.
I honestly did not think I will clear mainly because of the horrible mistakes I did, especially in questions like Right to property( and I am a Law graduate), not reading instructions in Suba, Sarkar Pargana question and at least 4-5 more such question each in Paper I and II. Wasted last few days without studying, panicking about how to go about finding a job and all. Need to work really, really hard now.