@Salwal so what's the answer? Is it Chenab?
yes..i think so.
After reading stories of people here, I too want to share mine.
It is my third attempt. I have cleared prelims once in 2020 with a good 14 marks margin. Though I could not clear mains, the prelims performance helped me to boost my confidence. I worked hard on my mains preparation during the extended period we got due to second wave. I so much wanted to write mains 2021. I wanted to see the results of my efforts. But, my performance in prelims 2021 shattered my hopes to a great extent. I am getting around 87-93 marks (UR). My mind and luck both were not on my side in that exam hall.
Though I am trying to study for mains, the regret of past and anxiety of future are pulling me back.
May God give us strength to get through this phase !