@Celeborn thanks to show your integrity in the last sentence.
I have invested a huge amount of time, money, emotions, physical and mental effort to this process. Detachment, alienation, sacrifice, or whatever "ahuti" this exam demands, I have submitted to it. People around me, including the mentors and forum faculties had told me, I have a huge potential to clear mains if I write. Topping in MGP test series, class tests, and what not.But for past 4 years, I have been returning back from the front door only. Not able to pass the prelims barrier.
Once I was told to dominate the prelims exam. I did today. I did everything. But I am still at the door. Will be waiting for another 40 days to see if it opens or not. But this feeling. This moment of sadnes. Even after 4 years of practice, I have not been used to it. It still aches the same as it did the first time.
There are so many things I have learnt in this journey, whether about studies or life, I am a evolved person today. And I know I will be a successful person in life (as per my definition of success). But this moment right now, this still ache. Very bad!
May you all have a good sleep (the only good thing this exhausting day can give us). And try to be kind to yourself.
@MikeWozniak By doable he meant, eliminating out options with basic minimum knowledge about the topic - and clearing the cut off. Well this definition sure can be different for different people, but a lot that he said, make sense (at least to me)
