Regarding prelims preparation

what one should do after failing prelims in 4 attempts ..i am the victim of never ending nightmare of prelims..

i am a 28 years old left with 2 more attempts..there is constant doubt of attempting it or not in 2022 .as per the varoius keys of the coaching institutes i had found i am failing it by 50 marks atleast..what to do next.. 

after reading my initial statement please do not consider me as a nonserious candidate...

one of my friend told me that i am taking this exam in my ego there fore this debacles are happening...

the suggestion is to drop this year and focus upon the state psc...what happened is i couldnot even focus upon that syllabus because there is a constant bang in my head i could not left this arena so easily..

can you help me to get out of this situation,i will be very thankful..