Upsc ka result- ek durghatna..

Dhak dhak dhak dhak.. 

Piiiiiii... 

Sun raha h? 

Kano mein... 

Aspaas.. 

Sb jagah? 

Dhundhla sa lgra hai? 

Jaise sansein to hain.. Magar kuch bhari si.. 

Shor m sannata hai... 

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Hai... 

Aaj bahut logo ke sath aisa hi hai.. 

Aur sirf unke sath nahi jinka interview k baad bhi nahi hua... 

Unke sath bhi. Jo waha tk nahi pahunche.. 

How to put it... Har 'aspirant' ka aaj yahi haal hai... 

Kahin dost k paas ho jaane ki khushi to hai... Lekin khud waha tk na jaa paane ka gam hai... 

Kahin dushman k fail. Hone k patakhe to jal rahe hai... Magar khud bhi na paas ho paane ki chubhan hai... 

Dard ? hai..definitely hai..Bot saara.. 

Daru? ( maybe) 

Ansun? ... Orn ki sadkon pr tsunami nahi aa skta warna abhi tk sb test series beh jaati.. 

Aur kya hai? 

Kya hai aur? 

Shanti.... 

Sannata... 

Door tk chaane wala sannata... 

Ab kya kita jaae? 

Maar diya jae ya chod diya jaae? 

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Behne diya jaae.. 

Gum manane diya jae... 

Dil khol. Kr ro liya jaae.. 

Kyunki seene k andar agr samandar se bhi gehra toofan lekr chalenge... To na jiwan paar hoga.. Na yeh exam... 

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Aur exam paas ho na ho.. 

Jiwan itna sasta nahi hai ki usmein fail jaaen.. 

To.. 

Uthiye... 

Roiye.. 

Jeee bhar kr.. 

Daru pina h? ... Pijey... Jee bhar kr.. 

But itna hi decide krna.. 

Ki yeh sb randi rone ko kitna din dena hai aur fir shuru krna.. 

Jaruri nahi hai ki haar kisi ka rona 1 din mein khatam ho jae... 

Na compulsory hai... 

Na hi upsc ki criteria hai... 

To? 

Kyu krna h yeh? 

So that u give yourself time, space & ability to heal... 

Jaise jab chote mein puss pad jaata hai na.. To doctor usko cut krke squeeze krta hai... 

U squeeze out your pain... Your tears... Your sadness... 

And start the healing process.. 

Jaise fracture pr bandaid lagane se wo heal nahi hota... 

Wese hi upsc k result k baad toote aspirant ko library mein bithane se kuch nahi hota... 

Agr jodna hai.. 

To todna bhi padega... 

Ladna hai... To bikharna bhi padega... 

Jitni jldi bikhroge.. Utni hi jldi uthoge.. 

Aur agr jeewan m dukh bantne ka maan ho.. To comment kr dena... 

Apni naukri se itna time to nikal hi lenge k apke dukh sun le.. 

Bhai.. Kandha bnne ka invitation na samjhna isko.. 

Bs fellow aspirant se baat krne ka mauka samjhna.. 

Bina naam liye dil ki baat likhne ka 1 chance... 

Baki... Jai raam ji ki...