In post Covid phase. Weakness persists.
Came back from home for continuing the preparation.
Trying to figure out where to start.
Stoping myself from getting a ticket back home.
Setting up room environment for long study sessions, earlier it was used only for sleeping.
Soliciting mentor advice, so that i can begin strong.
Trying to cope with scary thoughts of loneliness by positive self talk. (It's not working much)
Calling up boyfriend to share my fears of not being able to qualify (this is my 5th attempt)
Abstaining from watching any tv series for atleast two three beginning days, as I have strong tendency of wasting whole day if I start.
Trying to feel connected to UPSC prep again after 20-25 days of complete break away by raising tickets on Forum
