Feeling Suicidal
It's been 4 years now...Still stuck in this cycle of exam and stress...4 years of agony...Can't take it any more. Every second day the thoughts are coming back. Help me please, if anyone can.
Bss 4 m hi tau ? Or bss ek exam k liye hi ? Not good. Keep your horses tight comrade. You are creator of your thoughts. Not vice versa.
By the way you are not alone. And trust me your 4 years are quite less. I found my name in 1st final list after 6+ years. My best friend unfortunately never found it in UPSC lists in 7 years despite multiple interviews. But fortunately 2 days ago got SDM in UPSC in her 8th year of preparation - things changed overnoon !
I personally know people who have given 3 4 5 6 interviews in CSE and yet to find name in final list. BUT THEY ALL ARE STILL FIGHTING or having a good life in backup options. CSE is not the end. It can be , AT BEST, a good re-beginning. And there are many OTHER GOOD RE-BEGINNING also once you choose/forced to exit this cycle of CSE. Choice is yours.
Best wishes for a good life ahead. Do come back someday after getting something positive in life to comment upon your transient thoughts of this time.
#Hum_Hongey_Kamyaab_Ek_Din :)
Feeling Suicidal
It's been 4 years now...Still stuck in this cycle of exam and stress...4 years of agony...Can't take it any more. Every second day the thoughts are coming back. Help me please, if anyone can.
Share your thoughts here. You can find many co-travellers here in this thread. It's all right to feel low. But just have a strong desire to be over the low later. Many people love you and your smile irrespective of your result in one exam, howmuchsoever important it be.😊
