Hey!
Even i was on the same boat in 2020. I had a decent paying job, in my case i had to quit because of some family problems. Fast forward 6 months i was in the midst of deciding what to do- i had few options GMAT/GRE, CAT or totally different from my background, UPSC. I was so naive in social sciences that when i started preparation it took me almost 40mins to understand what was "Charter" mentioned on the first page of laxmikant, and to add to this was my fear of constant failures in social sciences throughout my school life. (i used to score 2.5/50). Still i chose this path and am pursuing it with all passion.I failed 2022 prelims, but all it gave me was knowledge that there is something that i'm not doing correct. 2 years down in this preparation, right now at this stage i'm feeling more confident and better prepared than last year.
But all this due to one single thing i.eclarity of thought. Somy humble suggestion would be first be cleareither you want to prepare for UPSC or its CAT or GMAT or whatever. Because unlike other exams UPSC CSE itself is a full time job. And if you really want to pursue this with all your heart then do remember there is no going back- becauseyou've lost when you leave this midway not when you fail prelims. And hence if its UPSC then you should definitely leave your job to prepare for 2024, however the decision should not be abrupt. First plan what is that you'll be doing after leaving the job- going to delhi, coaching, optional, test series etc etc. It should be planned but not delayed. We're already sitting in march, if you decide by june/july you'll eventually loose 3-4 months for nothing. Refined& fast decision is something you need to take. You might be thinking that i'm pushing you for UPSC. Yes i'm , a) because it is better b) you could anyday clear CAT, even if not in top B schools, You'd get in top 10, c) i'm just giving you clarity, i dont want to confuse you with "do what your heart says etc" because even your heart wont choose manager over collector if level of difficulty, time required and qualifying percentage(student qualifying/ appearing) were same for both exam (analogy is for CAT AND UPSC).
Eventually you'll get better in upsc, eventually it'll either be 2024 or 2025 same time before prelims that you'll be feeling confident, you'll be scoring good in mocks, you'll be clearing prelims, writing mains etc but all this will come true once you start, and this start requires you to decide. Eventually it is your decision however just be proud of what you decide, never doubt it.Doubts after decision contributes nothing but dilemma.
Cheers ! make a good decision, have a happy life!
DM if you need any further help.
