Do your part. And depart.
No need to feel happy or sad about an entrance exam.
At the end, if you feel too sad about anything, take mia didis help. At the end, I would forever remain indebted to this process.
It helped me grow out of a "shallow, anti SJW (yeah all the same talking points, reservations bad, MNREGS bad, feminism bad) privileged STEMcel (who believed humanities is for dumb kids)" to a far better person, to develop independent opinion, to not give a fuck about what "others" think, and ultimately prick and burst my bubble of privilege. I can only laugh at my pre 2017 self.
