[Results] Prelims 2020 Over - Gearing for 2021
Because of the corona virus issue? If it does not happen then worst affected will be people whose interview is stuck, around 600-700 such people I think are yet to appear for their interview.
@neyawn sir and others, what is your take?
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@gauravbrly409 I crib about me (which is natural cuz I mess up, one thing I’m good at thank god),, but you missed the bus by 9 marks. That must be something.. respect. You’ll be there soon enough.
Missing the bus has a reason ... Luck has no role . But ..All we have to accept is others definitely did better than me. I always following this line since my childhood when i do not get where I wanted to be. The reality is always - others did better job me. My competitors act as source of inspiration to me to push hard next time and be a better version of yourself what I was earlier.
P.S. - I was not even the better version of myself what I was in 2018 and 2016 and so on.. Those days was like fire .. I not even writing mains of upsc even forests too and even interviews.
But life changed.. Lot of personal and family issues happened.... priorities shifted and I became the worse version of myself than I was. A decay happened in my knowledge and zeal as well. The more years goes on .. the more decay happens .. Cracks come up in us.
I think its time to wrap up and start a fresh.. to he a better version of myself again just once and for all because I have my last attempt left only. Kal result aane ke baad hi mood ban gaya tha mera ... Result did not hurt me .. but evem made me to introspect. I have gone in reverse in knowledge and grit and agency. So, Last attempt is about time to turm the tide.
I am still following the same schedule.. doing every test or note making or optional and all as I have planned for 2020 mains. I am changing no plans. The continuity of efforts and study will be there. No refreshments required ... no cribbing either. All I had to do is study , practice , dont make silly mistakes and shoot well.
@gauravbrly409 Bhai ghnta fark nai padta.. kya Aisa Sach me hota h.? Hamne to bhot koshish Ki. Abhi this mind runs haywire. Maybe you’re right about flogging. Anyway we must resolve. Ab aur stupid harkat nai. Srsly bhot ho Gaya. Paper was such much in the range..
bhai .. Aisa hota gai
.M bachpan se hi aisa hu. Bahut besharam aur moti skin ka aadmi hu mai.
I was a very bad manners kid(as per teachers). If you were my classmate ... I would be a guy around you who:
1. Pick the teachers and get punishment every day.
2. never completed home work. too boring.
3. Never bothered about rank 1 in class.
evem I use to mock class toppers with some mock questions.
4. Got rusticated in engineering college with some boys gang fights in hostel.
etc etc.
So... Hum to bachpan se hi besharam hai. Hume farak nahi padta.
More unfortunate is we tell our parents probably we would clear by seeing the predictions that 85+ start preparing ..And then at the same time we end up hurting ourselves and our parents
Then would get few calls ohh you didn't clear you were scoring good ohh you were a bright folk in school and college days and still stuck like this.So called friends ask cleared ?and when replied no they just block or don't reply
Havent studied from the date gave prelims checking this key that key this video that video better to score good and relaxe
Can relate to all of this completely, specially about the parents. 3rd consecutive failure for me and I just broke down in front of my parents and that never happens. We need to take some time and get going again.
Shivendra_Pratap,More unfortunate is we tell our parents probably we would clear by seeing the predictions that 85+ start preparing ..And then at the same time we end up hurting ourselves and our parents
Then would get few calls ohh you didn't clear you were scoring good ohh you were a bright folk in school and college days and still stuck like this.So called friends ask cleared ?and when replied no they just block or don't reply
Havent studied from the date gave prelims checking this key that key this video that video better to score good and relaxe
Can relate to all of this completely, specially about the parents. 3rd consecutive failure for me and I just broke down in front of my parents and that never happens. We need to take some time and get going again.
My parents never wanted me to be a civil servant
so they dont care enough. Even they are always happy ki .. Ab tum shaadi kar lo.. ab paoer dena chod do.. kaafi time ho gaya.
prachimalik1121311,@prachimalik1121311 friend, you are so brave. I googled vestibular neuritis and it seems so confusing and scary. Cannot imagine what you have gone through but your note gave a little glimpse. Those friends you mentioned are no friends at all - do not let them add in the slightest way to your stress. Real friends see, learn and share your pain. As your parents said, this exam cannot determine your worth - it can determine only whether it will be manifested in a certain way. In one of countless ways. Take some more time off, take care of your health, and shun anything and anyone that makes you feel the slightest bit of hurt or shame or negativity. Spend time with whatever and whoever reaffirms your self-worth and reminds you how great you already are. This is a time to heal, so you can keep growing. Do take care.
@gauravbrly409 Aisa h. Besharam to ap nai ho. That’s a strong word. Besharam muje Kaha ja sakta h jo exam me jake lousy ho Jata h. Harami bi kaha ja sakta h kyubki gadhagiri karke aye h saal bhar padh me. Khair.. Thts my way. I’ll punish myself for 2-3 days. Haha yehi tareeka h
Punish nahi. That's wrong way.
Mathews in bible - *Everybody is worth saving*
Also Godfather part 3 - when Al Pacino visited vatican and confronts bishop - Asks - I have killed my brother for vanity. Could I be saved ?
Bishop said same - *Everybody worth saving. God can forgive all*
So, Bro.. Forgive yourself.. bring peace in your life and start afresh.
@prachimalik1121311 they aren’t friends. They’re snakes. Venomous. Don’t become anything in life but don’t become like them. As someone said, you’re the average of 5 people you roam around with. Cut connections instantly in my opinions/ I’ve had my fair share of experiences with these rats.
I liked the word rats .. Next time .. I use this for such category of guys.
Oasis,prachimalik1121311
gauravbrly409,@gauravbrly409 hmm I’ll have to forgive. As someone said, forgiving others is easy, forgiving ourself is tough. Aj bade quote aa rahe h Dimag me. Kammaal h
Jor ka khatka (fatka, Jhatka) laga hai kal aapko. Kaafi dust utar gayi hai.
Acha hai ..acha hai .. Next attempt me ye skill essay ur ethics me kaam aayegi.
Aise jhatke lagte rahne chahiye kabhi kabhi. Reality check mil jaata hai .. ki hum kab delinquency me jaa chuke hai !!
@Capedcrusader1 i am in was getting 104 from vision. with AI D rukmabai 2 and 3 minister D judicial review D Biochar and CNT D Biofuel D T bill 3 only. So at most 2 or 3 among these would be wrong rest are fine. and i think Biofuel and T bill are the wrong ones here rest are fine
Vision 104.67
All same except minister which I marked A and which is anyways wrong as per vision.
Didn't attempt biofuel so doesn't matter.
CSAT 105+ -worst scenario.
Out.
Sad, extremely sad. Wouldn't want to admit though but at times future looks bleak.
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