@spade Same here. In the starting, used to wake up at 6:30. Now in the last 3-4 tests, i have skipped one test, and studied for none. Today, woke up at 7:25. Didn't prepare, but gave the test anyway.
Abhi inta likh hi diya hai toh I'll spill some tea.Yaha Library mai( not Delhi, Delhi ke library are shit) I made a good friend okay. He's my lil sunshine, full competitive and friendly. We push each other. For some reason, we stopped talking a week back. Ajj Uska birthday hai, and things are back to normal. Library me we celebrated his birthday with the staff. Govt library ache hote hai man.So voh ek week ka span was tough for me. I'm a sensitive cute lil insan( @sstarrr would agree, ig she saw my telegram dp) Toh during that one week, we would study sitting next to each other and not talk, acted as if we stopped existing for each other, full Cold War. Agar koi ghar jaa raha hai toh no bye, no masti during break and this was getting suffocating for me. That's why I was kinda active on Forum(lols).Agar ek new friend ke sath mera halat esa tha, toh imagine the disaster I'll go through when my crush starts ignoring me, OR when I'm going through a break up )'': Lowkey start to radiate full Jibnonathi Dukkho, Sansara Mohmaya vibes.
This 'cold war' phase is the worst. Drains you like hell. One moment, you feel like you finally know someone, and then the next moment, they act as if they can't even see you.
