On a lighter note , once u crossed 27 age and 3 attempt ..things doesn't effect as much BCz probably what could have been lost have already been lost ... reputation, age , old parents etc etc ....though I hope u won't fail further but if u fail in coming years ( let's accept the reality , anything is possible ) things will not effect as much as it effected u now . So enjoy the process , whatever decision u take ...I cried my heart out after I failed in prelims in first attempt....used to share such thoughts on social media ....then I failed mains in 5 attempt in 2022 ..and I was smiling after I saw that result not found on pdf .....missed rbi grade b cut off by 0.5 marks recently ...was sad that day but smiling .🙂🤝