How was the paper guys ?
Scoring 112 in gs and surely going to fail in csat with 40 question (20-rc/20-quant) , last year gave mains , failed . I don't know what happened with me today while doing csat , not able to do minimum questions . At 4 attempts over and failing in csat . Sometimes I think it's just not ur time to shine or may you are on different path that you are destined to . Upsc zua ho gya hai ab , aap kitna bhi padh loge , kaise bhi staregise kar loge it's just a random moment of your selection. At this moment I think is it worthy to give ur prime age , making all sacrifices and yet with empty hands . Upsc teaches a very basic thing preserverance , but is it required to lead a happy life , why would a labour do 12 hour work if he can get good food with 6 hour work . Aren't we living in a fake world of showoff , self ego and rigidness . We all plan to exit from upsc prep and dream it everyday from day 1 but upsc doesn't leave you , either you are selected or you exhaust all your attempts wasting the most youthful years . My dad is in services , his one of the upsc preparation days friend who was not selected in upsc now also remorse of it , he told me that whenever upsc result comes today also , something pinches in his deep heart , though he is very suceessful person , upsc doesn't leave us , when we fail it builts a mountain of rejection . I don't want this mountain scare me all life with its desires . May be I am being pessimistic but I am pragmatic , guys don't run behind upsc in blind love , go for life not hell . If you are preparing don't sacrifice too much for upsc and at certain age and attempt enrich your employability , shed the high headness of becoming of an ias only , go for jobs that can feed you physically and mentally . Don't be a puppet in this show of upsc , control it and shed it whenever you want , don't attach too much emotionally to it . 😊 .
My good bye to upsc , to start afresh . Best of luck too all .
- study for mains with test series
- know urself better, from that vantage point design ur prep, break any "rules" u don't care for
- don't lurk in negative venting spaces
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Won't discuss much but found few blunders in answer key attaching some proof those claiming gdr to be part pf fdi
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